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Name: Vinh
Location: New Orleans, Louisiana
Birthday: 7/15/1982
Interests: http://www.lastonehere.com
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Cinematography, Photography, Web Design, Graphic Design, Music, Reading, Philosophy. 321 Hater.
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AIM:  EnigmusSnake
Member Since:
5/10/2004
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| So.. Wow.. I still remembered my xanga account and everything looks totally different. I'm tempted to start expressing myself like I used to again but adderall practically kills any sense of creavitity. Facebook has gotten so pervasive and I don't feel any sense of anonymity at all. Online friends I've met at various social networks ,whom I used to share intimate details, have gotten too close that I feel like I can't share everything that's on my mind. Weird huh? Maybe I'll just delete this account and start another one where I can freely tiptoe along the lines of questionable and maybe controversial content. Maybe I'm too messed up or distrustful to open up to someone I actually know but feel the need to share with a complete stranger. Screwed up ain't it? | | |
| I hate canceled plans more than anything. Especially when you clear your whole schedule only to have the rest of the day to brood. Not good when I'm the worse brooding offender there is. I tried to study the rest of the day but it just creeps back in like a sour rank odor. Napping wasn't much help since I woke up only more pissed.
I decided to keep her at a distance and to loosen my expectations of her. I don't blame her; only the circumstance of her being born to strict parents. But seriously at 24 you expect she'd have slack somewhere. Exactly one of the reasons I hesitate to date asians. I'm way too familiar with the feeling of being scheduled in for convenience with the least risk of conflict.
I was offered an hour to hang out but no I don't roll like that. Fuck it. Not when the last time I saw her was weeks ago. I'm not settling for scraps of whatever one can spare to offer me. I'm done with it.
End of rant.
For now.
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| endured a shitty year to set up everything i need for the next. expect me to start stepping on toes and not giving a crap. you probably deserve it.
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| In some hotel in Atlanta while waiting to go back home to New Orleans. There are a ton of koreans up here and even a shopping mall dedicated for the korean community up here. There's a restuarant on Pleasant Hill Blvd called What the Pho 
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| thank you everyone for your birthday wishes. it means a lot to me. i'm not the measure of what i've done but more of who i am and those who've i've surrounded myself with. thank you to those who've motivated me and pushed me to greater heights. you are the reason why and who I am today.
another year older and i realize there should not be anything to be scared of anymore. just deal with your insecurities, mistakes, and flaws like a grown human being. people accept you for who you are and love you through the moments you endure and smile like theres no tomorrow. so with much resilience in your heart, i hope everyone will love life and live passionately.
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